Yesterday, my family had to put a very large part of our family to rest. With me being Cherokee, we think of our family as a "Clan" (yes this might sound funny, but those who are Indian will understand) and my uncle was the Alpha Male. No, I wasn't extremely close to my uncle, but it is never easy to put a family member to rest. Especially when you find out that after my dad's mother passed, my uncle was going to adopt him. Meaning.....he was almost my grandfather. I never met any of my grandpas, so that hit me pretty hard knowing that he could have been that in my life.
So yes, I did cry at midnight instead of going out with Derek. Which by the way....he was the guy I had been dating since september, but the night we went out for my birthday... I never heard from him again until my actual birthday, and then Christmas. So you know its really cool for someone who you really did like just drops you like you were nothing what so ever. Best. Feeling. EVER.
NOT.
I have also learned that when your guy friend starts dating a girl that you become kinda on the back burner. Um, I'm sorry that I needed you last night and you made me seem like I was such an inconvenience.... another GREAT feeling!
UGH.
But heres to a brand new 365 days! May yours and mine be better than ever!
May no one get you down. May it be a sassy year. & May you be the happiest you have ever been.
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