Most of y'all have been devoted followers from the very beginning and I want to take the time to thank y'all! Also, most of y'all who have been following my twitter for a while, basically know my life.
For the rest who are just now tuning in, lets get a few things clear:
- I speak my mind, I don't hold back.
- I say Y'all ALOT
- I'm a die hard OSU fan, so if you don't want to hear about Stillwater or OSU, don't read.
- I'm a name dropper. ex: I grew up with Sam Bradford, and went to the same high school as James Marsden.
- I'm a city girl. I've never lived in a small town/ the country.
- I am 22 going on 23 years old.
- I am also that sensitive girl who can act really tough.
- I am a dramatic girl. I am a big city girl so I have that type of attitude.
Ok now that most of the obvious is out in the open lets just pick up with where my life has left off.....lets start from two weeks ago.
For the most part most of y'all know that I have recently gone through a break up. First I was crushed. Being broken up over a text message while I was at work from 10-6 really wasn't how I have ever planned on being broken up. I was officially "That Girl" who was crying in front of customers, with them looking at me like "what the hell is wrong with this girl?!" I was completely smitten with Kody, even if we did fight a lot, I thought he was the "one". At least I thought I was in love with him, maybe I don't even know what love is. Maybe all I look for is lust. Anyway, I thought we were going to work things out and hang out that weekend. Turns out I was wrong, I don't know how long this has been going on, I'm assuming, which I have always said assuming makes an ass out of you and me, but I'm still assuming for about a month he had been talking to another girl. So that just straight up pissed me off that I was being lied to, and "cheated". When I say pissed off, I'm talking Taylor Swift, Miranda Lambert, and Carrie Underwood combined.
Tips for guys: Never underestimate and pissed off Oklahoma girl. We are just like the rest of the southern girls, but with a little bit more fire in us.
I will be the first to admit, me putting both of them on blast on twitter was a really immature thing of me to do. But, what do you expect when you get broken up over a text message. So I decided to stoop down and call them out. If either one of you are reading this, which I really don't expect you too, but if you are, I sincerely apologize. But lets be honest, you both made yourself look life fools on twitter.
Ok back on course. I am officially over it. It's not worth crying over anymore. But, I don't think I would be this strong if it wasn't for my family, friends, and the power of prayer. Also, all my loyal followers helped me through it too.
So, lets fast forward a few days of me talking to another ex. This could be a totally bad move on my part, but I just texted him because he is a coach at Guthrie and a new girl at work brought up a resume and I just thought I would get his opinion on her. So we have been texting and hanging out since then. I know what y'all are thinking, I'm thinking the same thing too.....R-E R-E-B R-E-B-O-U-N-D REBOUND.....I swear that isn't it though....I don't think.
Crap I'm confused.
Anyway, we have been hanging out *just as friends* that was until he called me babe the other night after his jr. high football game. Then all of those feelings started trickling back in again.
Thats not all folks.....theres another guy. He is that person that has always been in the back of your mind, that one that just wont leave.
I met him when I was a freshmen at OSU. I was a little 19 year old and he was 22. But, I had a really serious boy friend at the time. Or so I thought. Stupid Frat boys. Anywho....lets just cut the chase of why he is always in the back of my mind.
- His name is Patrick, my first serious boyfriend, Cody dads name is Patrick
- Patricks middle name is Casey, the next guy I dated after Cody was Casey
- After dating Casey, I dated Tyler who was the Guthrie football/wrestling coach and a teacher, Patrick started student teaching at Guthrie.
- While I was fighting with Cody while we were still dating, I was driving in my car and I just stopped and said "God, ok seriously, who am I supposed to be with, just give me a sign!" The sign that was next to me said Patrick something for senator.
- A couple of Cinco De Mayo's ago while I was single I was on my way back home from out to dinner and drinks with the girls, Patrick called and told me to come see him. I did and I ended up kissing him, on Husband St.
- I started talking to a guy from Drummond, Once again....Patrick is from Drummond.
If those aren't reasons to always stick in the back of your mind, then I don't know what is. The only thing is, my best friend, hates him.
I feel like my life is Jenna from AWKWARD. #TeamTyler #TeamPatrick
Shit.
My love life.....oh who am I kidding, my WHOLE life needs to be filmed and I could have my own hit reality tv show.
HA welcome to my life y'all!
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