Ok, so as I sit here looking at pinterest procrastinating cleaning my room there was a quote that said "we may not have been meant to be but i loved every second that i spent with you" and I almost sent that to Kody. I couldn't do it. And then there it was, another shirt of his.....
I want to see him, I want an explanation, I want TO NOT THINK ABOUT HIM ANYMORE!
Its been a month. Over a month since I've seen him. Why do I miss him now? Is it because I'm getting attention from other guys and not him? Or is it because he just basically dropped me like a hot potato....
Ok enough.
Done.
"But save yourself the trouble boy don't go wasting your time like you wasted mine I don't need your reasons why don't you worry your pretty little head about me, I'll be just fine." -Bomshel
Ok, lets be real, I want to know why. But, maybe not right now. I'm not ready. I want to not to try to kill him.
Anyway.
Lets do an update since I haven't posted in like a year.
The single life isn't too bad. I get to hang out with who I want when I want, talk to who I want when I want. I go out with the girls, I go out with the guys, and helllloooo flirt! But, I met someone the other night. We were supposed to go on a date last night, but it had to get cancelled and moved to another night. He even called it a date yesterday.
*cue high pitch squeal*
I'm trying not to think or rush things or any of that. I'm just trying to let things go as they should. But, there's still Patrick in the back of my mind. I don't even like him like that so why is he there?! ALKSJDFAJADLSKFJALKJDSFL
Maybe this is a time for me to just be me. Find what truly makes me happy. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, I just don't think I'm as happy as I can be. Now.....I have to go find what that "happy" is.
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